Monday, April 20, 2009

Enjoy The Silence

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Cant you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

Friday, April 10, 2009

Some things

are better left unsaid.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Scars on my sleeves
Heart in my hands
This world owes me nothing
But a hard road to walk

when I see me in your eyes

i just want to go blind
when i build coffin worlds with words
i just want a place to hide
when old ghosts meet new regrets
my daylight fades to gray
when our days bring guilt and shame
my heart turns black
these are my tombs
painted black and blue
these are my tombs painted
just for you
goodnight
goodnight dear
goodbye
black rose
be my light
in the darkness of nights
be my heart

I am reminded.

I am peripheral movement
I am a figure without form
I am a person seen from a distance
Rebirth to a new life transcribed in wires
From a new life
Growing to hate decisive moments
The only thing within a breath of real
So now i fall to my knees and beg in earnest
To what powers may govern the sky
Just let me sleep one night without these dreams
These dreams that always haunt me
Nothing
Life gets longer the day i realize
I can't breathe deeply enough to fill me
With every disappointment
Nothing Happens
And the man i might have been
Nothing Ever Happens
And all the great things that i will never do
Growing to hate decisive lows
All i can do is watch it pass
I resonate at the pitch of discontent
I am peripheral movement
Life gets longer today I realize
I can't breathe deeply enough to fill me
With every disappointment
And break my heart the way it deserves
Nothing Happens
And the man I might have been
Nothing Ever Happens
And all the great things that I will never do



I am regret.

I think I did more harm than good

to the situation and myself.

I held back. I couldn't fully be myself. I didn't take control and take the opportunity.