"I might not see you.

Have a nice life."

also,

i am a nerd

UFO Diaries

and this shit is awesome

its refreshing

when dreams reveal the underlying truths we seem to forget with time or never quite fully understood.

everyone is subconsciously playing some sort of universal role given a certain position or situation. the special ones are those who, with out ignorance or stubborn stupidity, choose to play by their own rules to succeed in their endeavors.

theres the smaller everyday side of this as well being the way we choose to look and interact with those around us. fuck what everyone else thinks about how certain people should be treated and judged or what characteristics of a person should be given value.

be it because its just the way I am or because I consciously choose to, i go against the grain, i always have i always will, and i will always value and admire those who do as well.

and the other reminder i took with me from my dream, was that there can be profound beauty in the simplest of acts in this world. in the simplest of things. all you need is an open mind to see it and an open heart to feel it.

don't lose touch.

EDGE The Movie

10/03/09 New York, NY USA World Premiere! Helen Mills Theatre
10/05/09 Boston, MA USA Screening Coolidge Corner Theatre
10/07/09 Philadelphia, PA USA Screening TBC
10/09/09 Washington, DC USA Screening St. Stephens Auditorium
10/10/09 Richmond, VA USA Screening Byrd Theatre
10/12/09 Pittsburgh, PA USA Screening TBC
10/13/09 Athens, OH USA Screening Brown Town
10/14/09 Cincinnati, OH USA Screening Warsaw Arena
10/15/09 Indianapolis, IN USA Screening & Show Murphy Building Studio 8
10/17/09 Chicago, IL USA Screening & Talk Roden Library
10/19/09 Detroit, MI USA Screening TBC
10/20/09 Toronto, ON Canada Screening CineCycle
10/22/09 Syracuse, NY USA Screening Palace Theatre
10/25/09 Goleta, CA USA Screening Public Library
10/26/09 Seattle, WA USA Screening Grand Illusion Cinema
10/27/09 Portland, OR USA Screening Hollywood Theatre
10/30/09 Santa Cruz, CA USA Screening & Show Resource Center-Non Violence
11/01/09 Sacramento, CA USA Screening Java Lounge
11/02/09 Reno, NV USA Screening The Hen Den
11/04/09 San Francisco, CA USA Screening Mission Underground Film Festival
11/05/09 Los Angeles, CA USA Screening Rialto Theatre

I want to see this.

food infront of me

good eats on the tv

and hearing from my future wifey

hell

fuckin

yeah

so lets

rock n roll

pulling a jamal

Without naming names, say one thing to someone.
cheer up

Does it really matter if your bf/ or gf drinks?
naw, but keep that shit in check.

Where is the biggest scar on your body?
on my right side lower back from falling off a MOUNTAIN... well not really... but it was on a mountain. you can't really see it anymore though.

Have you ever been caught skipping class?
too slick

Do you hate anyone?
ni

You caught your best friend smoking weed in the school bathroom, what do you do?
DEFEND STRAIGHT EDGE WITH BRASS KNUCKLE VIOLENCE

Do you remember things, or do you have to write them down?
i remember things

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
i hope so

What woke you up this morning?

a text from a beautiful girl whose gonna make me HOOOOOOOWWWWL

Do your parents yell at you constantly about "cleaning up after yourself?"
never

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
not everyone

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
rarely

What exciting event is coming up?
big things

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
thats creepy

What's so special about what you're wearing?
ete is a great band

Do you have a best friend?
a few

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
yeah

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand?
haha sometimes

Where did you sleep last night?
in my den

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
the worst thing someone can be is a liar.

What are you doing tomorrow?
work and i gotta take care of some things

What color shirt are you wearing?
the color of night.

Who was the last person you hugged?
i don't even remember

Do you always answer your phone?
i have it for a reason

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
mi amor

When is the last time you saw number two on your top friends?
too long ago.

What's on your bedroom floor right now?
stuff

Are you a shy person?
not really

Are you ticklish?
ni

Are you talking to someone while doing this?
ni

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
why should i

Do you tend to make things complicated?
i prefer them not

What's your pet doing right now?
:(

Last text in your inbox?
jazmin telling me she misses bella

now shes sending me baby pics of him on myspace and its making me bummed

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
not sure

What is one thing in your life that is no longer there, that you miss?
they're still there, just far away.

but bella isn't anymore, and i miss that little tiger.


What is one thing that is currently bothering you?
i need a solid plan

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them or do you talk to them about it?
depends. if i don't give a shit about the person, i wont do shit. but if i care about them, ill try talking with them to fix it.

Whens the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone?
jazmin called me when i was coming home a little bit ago

Aside from waking up, what was the first thing you did this morning?

sexy time

Plan on getting drunk or high today?
allllll day

errr dayy

pfft

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
when i finally see her again

Do you give up easily?
im a fighter

What was the last thing you looked up on Google?
pics of grilled cheese sandwhiches haha


How far is it from your house to Walmart?
this question is laaaame

What was the last thing to make you sad?
the pics jazmin sent me

What are you doing after this?
raging.

i love

that girl

aw hell

ima marry that

i want you to be my wifey

I just want to kiss you

So baby kiss me through the phone

Baby you know that I miss you,

I wanna get with you tonight

But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue

Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you

But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on

Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Wolfie man tell 'em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
eight o nine double three seven nine

Baby you know that I miss you,

I wanna get with you tonight

But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
nine four nine two seven four zero eight seven eight

Baby you know that I miss you,

I wanna get with you tonight

But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home