oh yeah?

yeah

When was the last time you were truly and completely happy?
i dont know

What last made you mad?
havent been mad in a while.

Where were you at 2 this morning?
trying to sleep and failing at it

Has the opposite sex ever sang to you?
unfortunately i dont think so. and i get heart eyes for girls who can sing.

Do you think you are a good person?
i try

Do you currently have a hickey?
fuck no.

Do you break things when you are mad?
id have to be really mad, but i usually dont. i punched a hole through the door of my old room once.

Is it okay to kiss people if you're single?
sure

Did you talk to your father today?
yesterday

Are you starting to realize anything?
im realizing a lot of things

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
dreaming of something awesome... too bad thats all i remember

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
i dont know

Do you bite your fingernails.
never.

i imagine the nail coming completely off.

Do you like Mexican food?
por supuesto que si

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
stuff

Does anyone call you babe/baby?
nah

Do you want someone back in your life?
hm

Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trust?
there are holes in my back

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
i dont know

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
i dont know

What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
how awesome my dream was

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
sure

but do they want to see me

Does it bother you when people bring up your past?
why should it?

Is there snow on the ground where you are?
ha.

Have your past mistakes made you wiser?
live and learn.

Do you miss anyone?
you could say that

Does anyone have feelings for you?
i dont think so

Are you happy with the choices you've made?
these questions are retarded.

Are you excited?
im chill right now.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
i dig summer... but i like winter too.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
i might have been on the phone. im not sure, i wasn't paying attention to the time.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
sometimes. i have good discipline for the most part.

Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
ha

Do you usually apologize first?
if im the one whose mostly at fault, yes. or if i just want to set aside the bullshit problems and make things right.

Did you sleep alone last night?
if you call that sleep

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
these questions are retarded

i cradled a fucking SHARK

holy god damn fucking shit. how badass can i mother fuck fucking get?! i'll tell you how much you veggie loving faggot! check this shit out guy

IM PILEDRIVING THE FUCKING ASSHOLE OF THE SEA!!!!!!!! nevermind the gay pink background n shit. this shit is just as hard as THE GREEN MOTHERFUCKING RANGER. you know that smooth motherfucker tommy got down with that pink babe kimberly alllll the fucking time... HARD. oh fuck, look at that stache! deeear GOD is that the manliest fucking stache you ever did see you peach fuzzed pussy! and you wanna know what happens when i flex those bad boys for the ladies???? HOLOCAUST muthafuckaaaa. death by sex-x-x-ay. so... you ever seen anyone else this bloody fucking epicly BAD-ASS???

SHIT NO

fuck it

survey sayyys...

Who was the last female you talked to?
jen

Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
i slay myself sometimes. you should hear.

What were you doing at 6am this morning?
saying words and hitting strings in an empty pool

how dreamy

What were you doing at 10pm?
being a heartthrob at best buy (how classy) playing piano for all the mothers and their daughters

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
who knows where the wind will blow.




the weatherman doesn't know shit.

Are you wearing anything on your feet?
just me.

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
the pleasant uncertainties of life.

but not the unpleasant. fuck those.

Do you remember your dreams?
most times. although lately they've been gaining a nasty habit of not being there when i wake up in the morning :/

Where did your last hug take place?
when i left home

What cell phone company do you use?
sprint. i finally get full reception in my room. call me.

What color is your hair brush?
mean green

Do you watch the Super Bowl?
HELL YEAH BROTHER

ni.

What about World Cup?
i usually can't stand watching field sports on tv. id rather be in the game rather than a spectator behind a screen, know what i mean?

What is the last movie you watched?
i bought watchmen today and watched the watchmen with the good people of chateau jamal

What is your middle name?
the most commonly used name on earth. read a fucking book for once.

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
i did once. i can't seem to remember them though. but i do remember the puta from last summer asking me this question. dear god...

but when i was 5 i wanted to name all my sons jason and all the daughters kimberly. if you don't know why, then delete yourself from my myspace friends list right now. you're no myspace friend of mine.

What color is your mailbox?
silver and cold

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
depending on which direction im coming from, yes.

i drive fast to avoid the event of troll.

What brand is your computer printer?
i forget. its still in a box.

How many cars can fit in your driveway?
im sure a lot if we stacked them

Who was your Kindergarden teacher?
sister karina and she loved me

Are you taller than your mom?
my moms a cute lil lady. i tower over her.

Do you have any bruises right now?
no but my back hurts

massage?

Are you cold right now?
as ice

Do any of your friends have kids?
the question should be do any of your friends NOT have kids. plugs? piercings? tattoos? cherry picking better than the mexicans? picking up enough change to make bank at the coinstar? the upside down cross? rat tails? flannel? VANS?! fuck all that. its all about having little versions of yourself running around barefoot. thats where its at. and frozen yogurt... i love frozen yogurt.

Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
yeah.
with a BABBY.
a HUMAN one.

what

What brand are your favorite jeans you own?
matix.

i really need to go out shopping for new clothes though.

What is the closest red object to you?
there are these uber cool red designs on the converge hoody im wearing right now. that count? no? alright then. my big egyptian (and extremely comfy) blanket is BLOOD red... well, not really. just red. with some designs ive never thought about taking the time to notice till right now...

What is your favorite video game?
super mario bros, mk, mgs, duck hunt, shadow of the colossus, darkwing duck, kh

nerd with me

Do you play games on your cell phone?
i used to, but im just not that kind of guy anymore. honest.

Do you look more like your mom or dad?
i look more like adopted.

Have you ever broken a pinata?
broken is an understatement.

Do you have an iPod or Mp3 player?
an ipod classic which is currently chillin hard on his ihome

If someone doesnt like you its probably because:
they have a thing against dudes keepin it classy

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
room mate number 001: doc oc

What are your plans for this weekend?
im playing this one by ear

Have you ever crawled through a window?
ha

Do you lose your keys often?
never

How many keys are on your keychain?
why do i have so many damn keys???? ...did i murder a janitor in my sleep?!?!

When was your last encounter with the police?
the fuzz pulled us over today on the way to rosattis. guilty of being TIGHT.

Do you always wear your seatbelt in the car?
seat belts save lives stupid.
you ain't cool.

guilty of being tight

thrash or be thrashed

im

a hot mess

hmm

pints of guiness make you strong
baby, im an anarchist
esme's song
the artist in the ambulance
canon rock
that song

"i have become one with the land"

i try

any relationship that matters - a friendship, a family, a romance, a band - anything - is a perilous and fragile thing because along with all the amazing experiences and creations that can come from something so intimate and exhausting comes the possibility for things to crumble and shatter or whither and die. when that happens, it's easy to forget what was precious amidst all the disaster. we should always carry our history with us but never let it bury us.



i really do.

purple skies

fucking awesome

EVELYN

IM NOT COMMMMING HOOOOOOME

TONIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT

lately

ive been feeling like my body has been set ablaze


and i just want to spread the flames like a firestorm

i need

my answer


i need a sign.

none of it matters to me

nothing can move me

nothing can touch me


its all minor


nothing matters.

because there is nothing left.

the more i try to make sense of this

the less i comprehend

a fucking story

as long as i feel it lurking inside that void, i don't think i can let myself be happy.



and i don't know if i can go all the way


and i dont know if ill end up selling my soul for nothing


i feel it like a fucking dagger

the music

aim convos
page
text
pictures
place
time
even this entry
everything

insane deja vu right now

Baby, I'm An Anarchist

stay safe

i'll see you two when you get back