Sunday, May 31, 2009

I live in the American Gardens Building on W. 81st Street on the 11th floor.

I believe in taking care of myself and a balanced diet and rigorous exercise routine. In the morning if my face is a little puffy I'll put on an ice pack while doing stomach crunches. I can do 1000 now. After I remove the ice pack I use a deep pore cleanser lotion. In the shower I use a water activated gel cleanser, then a honey almond body scrub, and on the face an exfoliating gel scrub. Then I apply an herb-mint facial mask which I leave on for 10 minutes while I prepare the rest of my routine. I always use an after shave lotion with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. Then moisturizer, then an anti-aging eye balm followed by a final moisturizing protective lotion.

HOLY

SHIT

WOW

woah

Haha

Oh man...

Raimi you silly devil you

MUST SEE DMTH

Don't blink.

You might miss it.

I love life

and all of its potential.

There is so much in me.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Monday, May 25, 2009

I always liked this scene.

The World Is Flat



Favorite B9 quotes...

"Robert Langdon spilled the beans on where Mary is, I know it."

"
Pokemon are real."

"
cloned dinosaurs"

"
History Channel's first reality show is going to air."

"
all that shit that is going down in 2012 is being moved to 2010. Just wanted to give us a heads up. That is super dope of them to do, thanks H channel.


looks like they may need to put a rush on that 2012 movie seeing as its release date is 2011"

"
Jesus is gonna call down some UFOs to address the whole 2012 issue and clear up the discrepancy with the release date of the movie."

"
I keep telling you assholes that we live in a goddamn computer simulation.

Just accept it and everything will make sense."



"I am debating between watching this, the basketball game, or Monday Night RAW. What a big decision this is..."




The show is called "The Link" and its on right now and its about this:

"An incredible 95 percent complete fossil of a 47-million-year-old human ancestor dubbed Ida has been discovered and, after two years of secret study, an international team of scientists has revealed it to the world. The fossil’s remarkable state of preservation allows an unprecedented glimpse into early human evolution. Discovered in Messel Pit, Germany, it represents the moment before anthropoid primates--the group that would later evolve into humans, apes and monkeys--began to split from lemurs and other prosimian primates. This groundbreaking discovery fills in a critical gap in human and primate evolution."


Meh. Already brushed on it in the paper.



But how the fuck does this make September 11th a lie?

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Faithless Is He Who Says Farewell When The Road Darkens

Rather let me fail,
than never to have tried at all.
Come what may,
nothing short of death will see me cry defeat.
Rule every moment.
Seize every day.
By storm. By the throat.
With every breath I take.
It's not what you cannot do,
it's what they told you you cannot do;
So fire your gun into the mouth of doubt.
Let the masses dictate themselves.
I am not now theirs, nor will I ever be.
They won't crush my hope.
They can't smash my dreams.
I am not inspired by men without faith.
I am not deterred by events that cause the average man to break.
Rule every moment.
Seize every day.

Bill Murray

This man,

Bill Murray



Bill Murray...

Bill

Fucking

Murray

...is the fucking man.


On a side note:

Friends with deluded issues against me need to get their ego filled heads out of their ego filled asses. Take a good look at yourselves, the things you've done, and the things you haven't before you pass judgment on me as well as on others. Relinquish your bloated ego, your false pride, and childish pseudo morals. True friendship knows not those trivial things...




So anyways,

Bill Murray...

Bill

Fucking

Murray

...the fucking man...



That is all.


Now back to watching Lost In Translation...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

open it now... now... now... alright now...

driving adventure
creatures of the motherfucking sea
driving adventure
ghosts on a motherfucking boat
kees kees
driving adventure
succulent breast and motherfucking waffles
sweet drive
sweet time
ahh-mai-gad lady
yogurt on motherfucking land

laying on the beach forgetting the world

amazing day.
amazing girl.


Thursday, May 21, 2009

Beautiful girl,

I may not always be perfect,
but I'll always try.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

SEEKERS OF THE TROOF



+ Cruel Hand (stomp fest)
+ Outbreak
+ The Mongoloids



What a keeper.
And your head starts to spin
As you dance to the beat
Because tomorrow isn't promised
But it's sure as fuck is coming
And your body starts to shake
As you sing in the streets
Because it's cold outside
So you better start running




And I know it's not always so easy to see
But we are still all so fucking beautiful to me

10 for $10 hardcore summer tour

Official press release:

IndieMerchStore.com is bringing back the hardcore matinee! Amid economy woes, rising show costs and the dilution of hardcore packages, they will present the 10 For $10 summer tour. Ten quality bands for ten dollars, headlined by Poison The Well, who will be performing on every date, and on separate legs of the tour headline spots from Madball, Bane, and Vision Of Disorder. Also appearing will be established bands with rabid followings such as Terror, Death Before Dishonor, War Of Ages, Crime In Stereo, Trapped Under Ice, The Mongoloids, The Ghost Inside, This Is Hell and Vision. Speaking on the creation of the tour, booking guru Tim Borror of The Agency Group said, "This tour is important because hardcore music is a lifestyle and has been an inspiration to the people who get involved and know what the movement and music is all about. In the last few years the crowds have been a bit smaller than what they should be and we hope an idea like this where kids are getting an opportunity to check out a lot of bands for cheap will inspire some new kids to come out, get involved and become a part of this scene to help it grow."

Echoing the sentiment Freddy Cricien of Madball said, "This 10 for 10 tour concept is way overdue in my opinion. I'm glad and thankful, that the people involved, stepped up to actually make something like this happen! Our genre [hardcore] in the states, is in a 'strange' place right now. There is somewhat of a lack of appreciation for this 'sub-culture.' A lot of people want to say they know certain bands, or are affiliated with this underground scene,etc,etc... Because it gives them some credibility, it sounds cool! Well, this is everyones chance to re-introduce themselves, and actually get involved with a very unique and authentic genre/movement. It's also a chance for all of us, the bands, to show our stuff as well!"

Poison The Well's guitarist, Ryan Primack, says, "This tour is really exciting to us as it shows some massive diversity that occurs in the hardcore scene. I think it's really amazing that Tim put this group of bands together. Some of bands on this tour have really shaped the good things that are happening in hardcore right now. Without some of the bands on this tour I doubt we would even be a band. We're honored and privileged to be sharing the stage with them."

7/9 Philadelphia, PA @ The Trocadero
7/10 New York, NY @ Terminal 5
7/11 Baltimore, MD @ Sonar
7/12 Jacksonville, NC @ Hooligans
7/13 Knoxville, TN @ Valarium
7/14 Louisville, KY @ Headliners Music Hall
7/15 Atlanta, GA @ Masquerade
7/16 New Orleans, LA @ The Hanger
7/17 Houston, TX @ Java Jazz
7/18 San Antonio, TX @ White Rabbit
7/19 Dallas, TX @ The Max
7/21 Tempe, AZ @ Marquee Theater
7/22 Pomona, CA @ Glasshouse
7/23 San Francisco, CA @ The Grand Ballroom
7/24 Los Angeles, CA @ House Of Blues
7/25 Chico, CA @ Senator Theater
7/26 Seattle, WA @ King Cat Theater
7/28 Edmonton, AB @ Starlite
7/29 Calgary, AB @ Warehouse
7/31 St. Paul, MN @ Station 4
8/1 Kansas City, MO @ Midland Theater
8/2 Denver, CO @ Gothic Theater
8/4 Chicago, IL @ Metro
8/5 Grand Rapids, MI @ Intersection
8/7 Clifton Park, NY @ Northern Lights
8/8 Sayreville, NJ @ Starland Ballroom
8/9 Worcester, MA @ Palladium
8/10 Montreal, QC @ Fou Founes
8/11 Toronto, ON @ Opera House
8/12 Detroit, MI @ The Majestic
8/13 Cleveland, OH @ Peabody's
8/14 Buffalo, NY @ Xtreme Wheels


Sweet.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Road Trip?




Enticing.

But probably not.

World So Blind

Growing up in this confusion
one day you find the solution
and youre so angry at this world
Cause you know theres something wrong
Your frustration runs deep
Hated for the life you lead
They stay deaf to what you say
They dont want truth anyway
I know its hard some times living in this world so blind
Ridiculed for everything you see them treat you like the enemy
Hated and disowned, but youre not alone,
Had enough of their institution
Cause theyre world is an illusion
You stopped living the life they need
Cause this time youre right
Theres a fire inside you
The same fire inside me
Let knowledge fuel this fucking flame
And let it burn so bright the world can see
I know its hard sometimes living in this world so blind
Ridiculed for everything you see them treat you like the enemy
Hated and disowned, but youre not alone,
just let the truth be your guide
And youll always have an ally in me.
Had enough of this confusion
This life is just an illusion
You realized the truth of this world
And its time to spread your vision

Theres a weapon inside you
The same weapons inside me
Lets lift the blindfold from this world
So everyone can see what we see

Has your heart ever skipped a beat?

Who we are and what we want to be,
is nothing without the heart to see
that where we're going is our own destiny,
not another's life that was chosen for me.

Zero Chopper


I want.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

A Firestorm, To Purify

I hate hardcore kids.
Not really.
I hate lame new jack hardcore kids.

So I went to Earth Crisis at chain last night and it was the first show ive been to since Madball in February. I feel like im too old to dance at shows anymore. There were the lamest kids there wearing hockey masks looking like fucking jokes. Dancing increadibly uncoordinated and just looking retarded yet thinking they're hard as fuck. It was embarrassing. I saw a lot of older faces that I thought I'd never see at shows again. So that was cool. Force played their last set ever (till their reunion, it always happens) and kids went nuts. But I just wanted exc to play so I could leave already.

When I saw exc set up I couldnt believe it. Their guitarests play on full stacks of X SHAPED CABS. So obnoxiously edge haha. Their set wasnt as good as I was hoping and it was mostly cause the sound guys fucking suck.

Once firestorm hit, I lost it. "STREET BY STREET. BLOCK BY BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I sang along, I headwalked, I stage dived. It was pretty much the one song I was waiting for all night. I got up on stage for the last sing along and karl gave me the mic all to my self. "A FIRESTORM, TO PURIFY." Haha. Shit was EPIC. There were photographers on stage so hopefully i'll be seeing myself in some sweet photos.

And now Im getting ready to see my wolf princess.
AAAAUUUUOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together weve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldnt it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then wed be happy

Wouldnt it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldnt it be nice

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Leap of Faith

You can trust me if I can trust you.

For you,
these walls come down.